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New year, new life...
As we say in my country. But the point is that I am about to take a very hard and difficult decission. It is not a sudden one, I have been thinking about it from a very long time. In few words...this is the first entrance in my journal...and it's going to be both the last one. Yes, I am closing my DA webpage for several reasons. I have spent about two years here, I have devoted a great deal of time and effort to my works and this website... and I am not satisfied with the results: I did not achieve the purpose I had. Very few likes, very few followers, and, most of all, I dislike hugely what DA has became lately. Honestly, I feel this has became another site in the Internet for the perverts to share pornography, and I do not want my precious drawings to share room with porn, taky cosplays and the photos of the last hollidays: I feel there is another places in the Internet to do such things, rather than DA, but it's like if their managers don't were or don't like to be aware of that. But I own this to my precious works: they are all what I have and what I am, and they deserved a better treatement, not to be close to people who doesn't care at all for art or beauty. This means that I am not going to load more, and that I am going to delete what I have here yet. As about this account...I do not know, perhaps I would keep it open, just to follow some people whose work I appreciate or to comment, or I'll just close it.
I would like too to apologize with my followers and the people who favors my work, because they had me this decission harder to make: I feel I am going to betray them. I must ask deeply for their forgiveness. As about the people I follow to, most of them have proved to be unworth. Pitty, really.
So, that is how it is. I am so sorry, but I have make my mind .
As we say in my country. But the point is that I am about to take a very hard and difficult decission. It is not a sudden one, I have been thinking about it from a very long time. In few words...this is the first entrance in my journal...and it's going to be both the last one. Yes, I am closing my DA webpage for several reasons. I have spent about two years here, I have devoted a great deal of time and effort to my works and this website... and I am not satisfied with the results: I did not achieve the purpose I had. Very few likes, very few followers, and, most of all, I dislike hugely what DA has became lately. Honestly, I feel this has became another site in the Internet for the perverts to share pornography, and I do not want my precious drawings to share room with porn, taky cosplays and the photos of the last hollidays: I feel there is another places in the Internet to do such things, rather than DA, but it's like if their managers don't were or don't like to be aware of that. But I own this to my precious works: they are all what I have and what I am, and they deserved a better treatement, not to be close to people who doesn't care at all for art or beauty. This means that I am not going to load more, and that I am going to delete what I have here yet. As about this account...I do not know, perhaps I would keep it open, just to follow some people whose work I appreciate or to comment, or I'll just close it.
I would like too to apologize with my followers and the people who favors my work, because they had me this decission harder to make: I feel I am going to betray them. I must ask deeply for their forgiveness. As about the people I follow to, most of them have proved to be unworth. Pitty, really.
So, that is how it is. I am so sorry, but I have make my mind .
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The End of the Delusion
When all this horrible thing started, many people said that we were going to end this as better people and better society. Alas, from the very begining I doubted it. The sad truth is that we are becoming worse people and even worse society. The feeling of union and hope of the first days is now utterly smashed, and we are far from seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.
In the country in where I live, the people are willing to go to the beach or to the mall, but not very eager to behave responsibly. And it is the only way. Many people are persuaded, without any solid proof, that the thing will die with the heat of the summer; other believ
Tears on Paris...
The night in which the culture of Europe gave its death rattle...
If only all the tears could extinguish the fire.
I am lost. Fatally wounded.
In such nights like this...
I know, there has been a long time since my last time here. I must ask the people I usually follow my long absence and my not following and liking their works.
I just did not feel like that -and I am still do-. There are nights, and days, and times, in which your own all life, no matter all the time you have lived, or all the experiencies you have collected, or all the things you have done, seems wothless. Why go on living? Why go on dreaming? Why do go on creating?
I have looked back into my past, and I do not see, neither there, nor today, anything to be proud of. Nothing worth. Nothing beautiful. My own works, I despise them. Such amoun
Estrella fugitiva
Estrella fugitiva, que un instante trazas una sonrisa en el inescrutable cielo,
y haces, con esperanza, menos oscuras las tinieblas
¿por qué de mí te burlas?
Tu sonrisa desdeñosa y brillante de mis lágrimas reírse parece.
¿Por qué, un momento tan sólo,
habrías de iluminar la oscuridad,
si después de tu efímera estancia
la negrura más negra parece,
y siento más dolorosamente la profundidad de la noche..?
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That's very sad, I really liked what you did. Your drawings were very beautiful. I'm sad that you didn't receive the attention you deserved! I hope you will find something good for yourself and don't stop drawing!