I know, there has been a long time since my last time here. I must ask the people I usually follow my long absence and my not following and liking their works.
I just did not feel like that -and I am still do-. There are nights, and days, and times, in which your own all life, no matter all the time you have lived, or all the experiencies you have collected, or all the things you have done, seems wothless. Why go on living? Why go on dreaming? Why do go on creating?
I have looked back into my past, and I do not see, neither there, nor today, anything to be proud of. Nothing worth. Nothing beautiful. My own works, I despise them. Such amoun